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If you’ll read it, I’ll write it.
If I got money, I’ll buy it.
If it’s a brawl, Then I’m fighting.
Southern drawls, Scripts I’m re-writing.

No time is left, Right now we’re deciding.
Between what’s wrong and re-righting.

On a new path, Embarking.
It’s electric, We’re arc-ing.
Ignition, We’re sparking.
Like Lightning, Ignited.
By static, We’re guided.
By love, we’re lighted.
You know that we have it.
Yeah Baby we got it.

It’s so hypnotic, can’t believe we forgot it.
You said that when you wrote it.
I know that you know it.
Cause when you said it, I spoke it.
This that I know, that it’s fierce and it’s growing
It’s changing, Re-arranging.
The song that we’re sanging.
Being gods songbird is life-changing.

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Ocean pale boy blue

Beach sand tan

Surveyor pinks and oranges

Putting greens green

Trimble yellow. Trembling in the presence of God

WATER RESISTANT BLACK !LIKE OIL! INK! MAGGIC TRANSLUCENCY PEARLESCENT PERMANENT ATTACK! 

Catholic ivory white, like the pope

painters overalls As well, in Gods work we hope

Golden bronze like the color of our skins.

And whale grey on stormy days when there is no sun to shine on our sins.

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I feel this wave. Of mediocrity. Yeah it’s crushing me flat.

There’s this law. Of averages. And it’s savagely cutting me back.

There’s no fear. Of abandonment. It’s just what I’ve always known.

There’s this wall. Of rejection. It breaks my heart and all my bones

There’s this earth. It’s burying me. It’s taking my soul.

There’s the sun. It’s rising. It’s turning me to stone.

June 8th 2024

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Somedays I feel I am God’s only songbird…
I KAKAW at the sky.

I am grateful. I only hear myself. I miss the songs of my friends. They will return.

I feel the pain of a thousand unspoken words when I only hear myself.

I’m sorry I can only hear myself.
that’s not my fault…

I KAKAW at the SKY
I am useless.
I am adept.
I cannot heal my friends.
I Scream at the SKY.
am I God’s only songbird?
KAKAW!!!

January 21st 2024